February

Well happy seconded month of the year. Wow I can’t believe it’s already the second month!
I’ve been dealing with so much lately and it’s just been taking over me.
James has been having trouble with spending visitation with his father and comes home very grumpy and angry at everything and poor me and izzy take the full force of it. I honestly don’t know how to handle it anymore. Most days I end up crying because I’m so tired of losing my lovely happy son to someone who is so grumpy and tired. I’ve tried everything!
And also because at the moment I am finding myself so alone. I know it’s a weird thing to say but I live in a small town and I find it hard to make friends or I guess have friends who want to catch up and talk and have play dates. It’s just all so draining. Sometimes I feel so lost. All I know now is that I am a mum to two wonderful kids. But I wish I had stuff for me. Anyway besides that we have been cleaning the house for the renovations to start on Monday. So excited for it 🙂
Anyway this was just a quick check in. About time to put the twins to sleep 🙂
Xo

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